š Gāday friends!
Wow-za! Iām back here. Itās been seven more days working full-time on Assemble out here in Vermont. And well since last Friday, everyday has felt like climbing up a mountain. On Saturday, we actually climbed a real mountain: Camelās Hump.
(1,244 meters in the air, looking over Vermont š¤©)
All the other mountains are figurative, however. Just as challenging though, if not more!
Letās start with where we started this week: at the weekly team sync! Here are my notes (try decoding them, I dare you):
Somehow, my sync update ballooned from one Post-it to three Post-itsā¦. you should have seen meā¦ I was full on rapping! It was pretty satisfying and motivated to get a big cheer at the end of all that, all it cost was my voice.
I started this journal on a bit of a negative note when talking about mountains, but mountains can also be wonderful adventures with stunning views (such as the one above!). Letās talk about some of the (figurative) stunning views from this weekendā¦
The whiteboard from Saturday. [retracted, confidential]. Just kiddingā¦ @ced, @Caleb & I brainstormed a board-full of fun things to make Assemble a magical experience. My brain had been blocked on this for a while and the moment we got talking suddenly the blockade in my head started falling, brick by brick (this imagery is weird, TLDR I got unblocked when we started talking). Moral of the story is that three brains are better than one, ask people for help.
The swag mockups! Oh my! @Hugo is doing a stunning job with this swagā¦ especially the lanyards. Once we get the mockups / prototypes @ HQ, Iāll post them in my #scrapbook so keep an eye out for those!
My DMs. Right now I have 24 unread (it was 0 this morning, I swear). Thatās stunningly horrible, I know, but thatās not what I mean when I put DMs on this list! Itās when I click on each them it becomes a stunning view because of all the cool workshops people are planning to run! @Bash & @Ishan sent out a wonderful email to everyone and having doing really well working with everyone to nail down their ideas. Iām very happy this wonāt be like CodeDay Singapore where it was only boring old me running every workshop. I might even be able to attend a couple of these workshops this time :D (PS: I will respond to all these DMs tonight, I promise!! pinky promise?)
Awesome Hack Clubbers, all with awesome workshop ideas!
Now there were some stunning views on the hike of this week (yep, Iām still trying to continue this metaphor), but it was a TOUGH hike with steep hills and long distancesā¦ all of these challenges has raised a deep question.
English Translation: Iām going to present the challenges of this week as a series of questions and I should stop trying to be a poet.
Why are people coming to Assemble?
I have this awful habit of overthinking everything. And Iāve been doing it a lot this week. We were preparing the hackathonās run-of-show and I was going through every 30 minute time block, and there were blank ones! And I was stressing! But then a conversation with @ced & @kara (which brought together other conversations with @msw & @zrl from throughout the week) course corrected for me. People want to meet awesome people from the Slack & build with them. So let them do that! He walked me past hackathon experiences of his and it really helped me pull things back a bit and refocus. Thanks @ced. I was so tired in the moment that I probably looked dead, but Iām very grateful. Itās about finding a balance in the level of activities we have and the time we give for natural magical interactions to happen, weāre not there yet, but weāre getting closer.
This leads onto 100s more questions: what do people expect from us? What can we do to enhance those natural interactions (do we need to?)? How do we break the ice? All questions to answer next week, but where Iām going with this is that I needed that reminder to put myself in the attendeeās show and design the event that way.
500 thoughts running around my head has been replaced with 500 challenges this week. I wonāt bore you with them all but here are the major ones:
Motivation. This is for me and the whole team, weāre in the weeds right now and it sucks! Weāre working out the nitty gritty stuff and weāve been doing it for a fair whileā¦ itās getting a bit of a drone for myself and I sense that the team is feeling that too. I donāt have the solution here, itās been plaguing me all week. The āhoneymoonā period is over and Iāve got figure something out to keep us all going!
Sleep. Or more general tirednessā¦ I can feel this all around HQ. In my ācorner of the officeā, weāve got three projects in crunch mode (Sprig, Assemble & Sinerider)ā¦. plus a ton of other stuff going on that I barely know anything about across the office! That means stress. That means lots of work. And itās tiring. The only solution is sleep, shocking am I right? I recommend asking Ishan about his sleep schedule (or lack thereof) š
Uncertainty. I would say that the uncertainty for Assemble is Ā±5.10m, what ever that means. (that was meant to be a joke, sorry) What Iām trying to say here is that there a fair few uncertainties in our plan right now that are causing mental block for me at the time. Iām going to try and break down those walls next week! But my general advice would be to try to avoid getting yourself in these situations by getting over these hurdles early. A good way to do this is by talking through your event with someone.
Imposter Syndrome. Iām trying not to repeat myself from last week and Iām still not sure if this is the right word for it but this is something thatās still lingering over my head. @kara talked me through this well today and Iām going to keep taking a step back and reminding myself where I am and the goals of Assemble.
Thereās more and I could go on, but those are the big ones. I also promised a follow up on some of the challenges from last week, hereās my best attempt.
Meetings: use focus time on your calendar and try not to do coding in short sessions but instead dedicate a couple of hours
Being Overwhelmed: write everything down. (And give yourself the satisfaction of crossing things off!)
Communication & everything else: still figuring it out :/
So weāve reached the summit, AKA the end of the week. Where are we? Well weāre in a great place with registrations (I forgot to mention! Our numbers are going through the roof!) and a solid place with the schedule. In all tangible aspects I feel like weāre doing well, I just am feeling stressed for the weeks ahead. Itās going to be tough, but just writing this journal has really helped me feel better about things. I want Assemble to be something that Iām proud of, that the teamās proud of and that is special for all the attendees. Weāre 80% of the way there, just that 20% real steep!
The summit is a place for reflection, and a lot of reflection leads to gratitude. Iām still grateful to everyone I mentioned last week! But I want to mention some more specific things. Iām grateful to everyone who has talked through things with me this week , talking things through has really helped me this week. @Ishan also deserves a special shoutout for being a super kind roommate and making spectacular food, plus helping me destress (Iām also very grateful to @christina & @zrl for sharing their cooking with me as well this week and in @christinaās case an entire dungeon to stay in whilst Ishan had COVID)! Iām incredibly grateful to everyone whoās given their belief in my this week, itās been a rollercoaster of a week and it means a lot.
Thanks for taking the time to read this all, I hope youāre enjoying them! If youāve got any feedback or anything youād like me to start including in these, let me know!
If itās alright and youāre still around I was wondering if you could help me with these questions:
With gratitude,
Sam
Now for some fun things I discovered this week & got up to this week!
Letās start with my proudest achievement: hoisting the Australian flag at HQ. You may have seen how American my desk is with those big old stars and stripes! Iām pretty sure Iāve one upped that.
In other news, I finally worked out how to take the bus into work (confession: I got off the wrong stop and had to walk 15min to HQ), look at how cute this little bus is!
At first I thought it was an ambulance! This bus. is nothing like the big bus that goes to my school in Singapore (but I still love it):
As I alluded to earlier, Ishan has been taking us a bit on a bit of a cooking adventure, hereās some of the things weāve (well really him, I do the dishes and hold things up) madeā¦
Now itās been a lot of Italian this week but thatās going to change tonight because @kara showed us the wonderful store that sold Asian food (mostly frozen, though):
The best find was some Singaporean / Malaysian Milo! Which is different from Australian Milo (and IMO slightly worseā¦ but hey? Itās still Milo!).
Thatās a wrap from me! Weāre heading to Montreal this weekend and Iām going to try and relax & reset this weekend for a big week of work next week :D